Thursday, May 1, 2008

gibberish

I'm really happy, very much giddy. Among the butterflies in my stomach and puffy clouds in my mind, I think I feel some heartache and the feelings that can't be describe in words... I want you to go, the satisfaction of you in pursuing your dreams is the utmost happiness I can find in me. Knowing you are doing what you like to do drives me to go forth to achieve my ambitions. Somehow I find the faith to believe that we would be fine, just like how we are now. You will still be away working hard for your future, one that I hope I can share and I will be wherever I am to pray for you every night.

Dear Lord, please let him have all the joy and happiness, may he always find favour in Your eyes. Let him walk in Your way, according to Your will and always be faithful to You. Bless his family, though they may be far apart, let them always be in harmony and filled with love and care from one another. May You always be with him, every step that he takes. Thank you for Your blessing upon the man whom I care for. Amen.

Somewhere in me, a belief sparked, I believe that we would be like this, till a day when we shall meet again, it would be God's timing for us. For now, I will wait, in silent faith and prayer that you would always be fine, no matter where you are. May you find love.

A sense of sadness suddenly hit on me after I typed the last sentence. A loud pang on my head. May you find love. And the Father said, "I did not give you a spirit of fear," No matter how much I would hope for an assurance that never came, I shall have my trust upon you, upon God. That we will meet again, and we would be in better position to love and be loved. I will miss you, always. And so I will wait.



With love and prayer,
me.

11 comments:

Anonymous said...

who's "him"??....ur guy eh??..hehe...nt francis meh??

Y.B. Shitlajudin said...

Very good,you ought to review the man right now.It's in your notes.

-.- said...

haha! Andrew so funny...u tink I'd write down in my notes meh...write dee then y'all u'll curi then will noe dee lor!

Francis Foo said...

nah...abuse my name again...

Anonymous said...

where gt abuse...nt true meh francis??

Francis Foo said...

how i wish any person who would write this dedicated to me...don't you feel so too anon 5:44 AM?any guy would think so.haha..
stop fantasizing and get back to reality...lame....

writer said...

Haha...thanks guys. =D

Anonymous said...

wo....this writer wrote this for me..francis dont be jealous!!

writer said...

Hahaa...whoever you are, anonymous, I don't think I'm writing to you. He certainly do not know Francis. =P

Anonymous said...

will they fight because of you?

writer said...

Nah, I doubt so, Francis is a good friend, we both treasure this friendship alot, it's not easy to find someone who you can know and befriend with for 13 years, considering I'm 18 now. And he - the one in the blog, doesn't fight. =)

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